It didn't have to end this way.

Goodbye...


Sen bought an iPod touch to irk me.


Most of you would've known the story by now.
That I applied for my license in January this year and went for my first practical that same month.
That I did awesomely horribly and terribly that I haven't gone for another practical because it was such a traumatic experience and I felt that it was impossible.

That is...
Until today...

I failed again.
BUT I'M HAPPY LIKE MAD!
IT WAS SO FREAKING AWESOME!
BECAUSE I COULD DO!
I MANAGED EVERYTHING!
No need to tell everything but I'm FREAKING HAPPY!

Haha.

I'm gonna get my license dammit.

Bye!


Finally, the 1000th mark was reached.
So, I started because I could.

And the warmth just to hear from an old dear good friend today in a long time what felt like a hiatus unofficially.


Today, I received a pint of Ben&Jerry's Chocolate Fudge Brownie and 3 small tubs of Vanilla, Strawberry Cheesecake and CFB for FREE due to my big shameless mouth just as I had planned to buy it!
Made my day! =)


Part of the List - Ne-yo
Catch Me - Demi Lovato

Drown me in good music.
Search for good music.


I freaking can't wait for Resorts World to be open! I think the whole place is gonna be awesome!!


I have the laptop for now but I am so lazy to update. I'm irritated by my own procrastination, but I am tired too. Another time yeah.


Bad day.
I didn't put the bottle of milk tea in the fridge and finished up half the bottle the next morning. Tasted a bit off but not too bad for me to think about. I was looking looking at the bottle and it said "No preservatives. Consume once opened." or something like that. Only when I took a whiff of it did I realise it had already gone bad.

So I had to endure a bad tummy at work. No toilet because I was alone.

I am jumping every time the wasp flies in and out. Freaking me out.


When I went home, kakak swore that there's a wasp nest in my dad's computer desk behind the cds because she kept seeing a wasp flying in and out.
So I went to take a look, and there really was one.

Me: Yahh! There's a nest! We must tell abah!
Kakak: Noo!! If you tell him, he will make you remove it!
Me: Ya ah! Ok, we must not tell him.

Maybe if you're not in my family, you wouldn't understand. haha


Radar is only out on radio now?
Radio is so slow.
I heard it 2 years ago.


Here We Go Again - Demi Lovato

When I first heard the song, undeniably, it was good, but I wanted to hate it because I thought it was Paramore.
Well, now I think I like Demi Lovato, except that Camp Rock song.


I finally sold off my Nokia 6300.
Why have 3 phones when you only use 2? hahahah

Someone wants to get iPhone to irk me.
Go on Sen, its as good as mine. heheheh!


Happy Birthday Sen!















that's all... haha
simple as it is here, the rest is up to me, pbfft...


Today I found out that Sen thought Bill Gates is Singaporean.

I can laugh until I die.


It's happening again.
It's starting again.

Please, stop.

Before its too late...


I'm bored online.

I thought I'd have a life with a computer, but no.
So, would $3000 be so important?

Baby, COME BACK!
ok, 3 MORE DAYS!!


Finally, our turn with the laptop.

500 emails, haha.

Slowly, very slowly, and patiently... But surely.

I found a better way though. By grouping them first. Now, why didn't I think of that before? I ended up deleting older not needed emails, how great is that.

This post is so boring. haha
Well, my life is boring right now.

Someone in the next block is cooking at this insane hour.



Counting down the days to you...
Just a few more to go.
And my month's wait ends...
Our biggest feat yet.

I don't care what my manager says.


UPDATED!!

Scroll down...


Ok, I shall update today.

I have the pictures! I just need to sort them out.
I have the time! I don't have work for 3 days. Boo... I'd rather work actually. I'll have something to do and get paid.
I have my sister's laptop! Oh, so kind...

And my parents left for KL last night, I only found out this afternoon, haha.
Aaand, this is like the perfect opportunity to take advantage of to be a bad girl and hang out the whole night, but I have nothing to do. Urgh, opportunity wasted. I almost said opportunity lost and forgone, omg.

Now, all I have to do is try to remember the events for the past 2 months...

Get ready to get shot.

new update: Great. I don't have the suitable USB wire. My life is made harder. Now I have to upload them by Bluetooth. Urgh.


Woke up really late. Omg, its been so long since I woke up late! No one at home except Lydia.
Was busy doing something for you up until 7 when I was done and got ready to accompany Lydia to Jurong Point.
Busy talking to her, I accidentally threw away my last pair of contact lenses!
So I made her come with me to the optics shop to ask how much they cost. But I need to find another shop because you-can-guess-why. Lydia says she got 3 pairs for 30bucks and I want that deal. Or better.
Oh well, it can wait till my next pay for me to get new ones because I don't get to see the boy until then. Hence, no need to look so good until then, hahaha.

She bought me dinner, yes, my younger sister, because I'm so freaking broke and have been for the past one week and more. I'm so proud of myself for surviving without money this long. I'm sure Sen is so proud of me! Circumstances really forced it but its not so bad. I managed! Took a lot of willpower!

But I won't be broke tomorrow. Hmm, maybe I shall just not use the money.

Anyway, we didn't have much time because by then all the shops were closing so she couldn't window shop as planned.

Met Nurrah for awhile then went home.

I'm so lazy to go Johor tomorrow.


My Sunperks points expires today.
I can't redeem anything because I don't have enough points. How saddd...
And how surprising...
I can't believe my bill isn't high enough for this.

So I guess Lydia's even worse...


I know I haven't updated in like 2 months.
Haha, I'm surprised myself.

I'll update soon. I guess. Once I have the pictures and my sister's laptop and time.
So... Can't promise. Hehe.

But it'll definitely be picture heavy.
I can only remember events at which photos are taken.


Somebody came by at work today.
You sent him there. Wow.

He told me what you had asked him to.
And then he told me what you said to him about me.
And at that moment, in an instant, my tears flowed...

Because from what he said, I know you love me.

And then came one part.
He told me about a conversation between you and a friend.
Your friend had asked you a random unrelated question about me.
And you answered...

My tears flowed even more.
I felt so proud of you...

Even that friend was awed by your reply.
His friend, whom we both don't know at all, was awed too, just by listening to stories of us.
And from there, they both knew.

Proud may not be such a perfect word to describe it,
but I'm so proud of you.

Your friend even stayed longer than he should because he saw how much it meant to me.

And I don't mean to sound so self-embracing.

I'm so happy to be at the level of our relationship today.
That falling just made us even stronger.

And as for the horrible place where you are in right now,
Hang in there, dear...
Everything will be alright...


I've been waiting anxiously for today.
Luckily, I have Nurrah accompany me and good thing she knows that place.

I thought it was early in the morning and troubled her to wake up early, but then it was at 6pm.

So we hung out at home for awhile, surfed, talked about Nicole Richie and some celebrities, haha, looked through the pictures of the other day...

And then, I received a call that you went in, and there was a tiny bit of chaos in me as we made a few calls trying to get more information. You were gone away already, didn't really managed to say goodbye because you couldn't have that chance, because all the other goodbyes were false alarms, but its ok dear. This is the start of the longest time we've ever been apart...

So me and Nurrah went to Court to settle the thing, haha. It went fine, and was a bit of an eye-opener for me. If only I could tell you it went fine.

Because it ended late, we missed Haj's band performance, so we went to Vivo to do some window shopping. Nurrah bought Haj a Transformers watch to make up for missing out on his performace.

Anyway, it was a great day with Nurrah and with all the talking and sharing, we opened up to each other a lot more.

Someone fetched us and sent us home!